goodbye love
You left for training... for the first time in a year since we broke up we spoke, and met in person.
You've changed, but I have to. Funny how we've grown up and apart. It's funny how I still love you.
Your picture of you & her were up in your room too. Somehow I kinda didn't care, it just hurt that there was nothing of "us".
I miss you more than I can say, ever.
You left... and we never said goodbye. THAT day was the last day we really spoke, and somehow I think...
That was goodbye for good, and I'm back to where i was a year ago.
Crying...alone, and wishing things were different. I miss you and love you so much,
and i so wish i said that, but I'm so scared it would have pushed you farther away...
not that it's really possible.
But I wish you the greatest of luck, and the greatest happiness, even love, because i really just want you to be happy
and as cliche as it is, i want you to be happy, even if it's not with me.......
it breaks my heart to say it but it's true. My heart is always with you and my prayers go out to you.
If you ever need a friend, if you ever change your mind, i hope you know
i will always be here
i love you babe
-forever yours