Bleh
Just felt like Venting and if I do another myspace post I'm going to lose my mind! I went home this weekend and did a dumb thing. Hopefully I didn't accomplish what I set out to do but you never know. At this point though I'm really not to worried about it. I want to think about the future but I'm stuck in the here and now of my f*cked up situation.
So.....I have the biggest desire to sleep with this guy but I don't want it to change anything, cause he's great and I want to keep him as a friend. However, I also want to get laid and I'm basically doing everything but showing up on the road to his house naked. Patience is supposed to pay off though right? It's been 2 months and no serious action, but I can wait a little longer I suppose.
Alright well I want to write some more but I'll just embarrass myself so I won't I'll post later I guess.
So.....I have the biggest desire to sleep with this guy but I don't want it to change anything, cause he's great and I want to keep him as a friend. However, I also want to get laid and I'm basically doing everything but showing up on the road to his house naked. Patience is supposed to pay off though right? It's been 2 months and no serious action, but I can wait a little longer I suppose.
Alright well I want to write some more but I'll just embarrass myself so I won't I'll post later I guess.