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i hope you read this because you are the biggest asshole i have ever met in my entire life. you deserve to choke and die. everything you ever told me was a lie. how could you take advantage of me like this. i didnt deserve it. no one deserves what youve put me through this past month. then you come over tonight and expect me to talk to you, and act like things are fine. and i did. but god your such a fake. tell me some more lies, c'mon, do it. i can take it . i have no feelings anymore. my hearts been shattered, and its still in pieces waiting to be picked up by a worthy guy. not a piece of shit "fair weather" person like you. you had the nerve of accusing ME of CHEATiNG on YOU. ha , dont make me laugh. it NEVER crossed my mind. and then you tell me you miss me? ha, god your too funny. go choke. honestly. i never loved you, i loved the lies that you told. im glad you came into my life -- for one reason , and one reason only -- to help prove to me that , people like you, cant EVER change. i lost a friend because of you. go back to her, have fun with her, cause im finished with you. you make me want to vomit. have a nice life asshole =D
niice update dont yah think? ha , gotta love my freak outs. but no one was left to vent to, i needed an escape from everything. i cant wait until im outta this valley. away from all these people who act like they care, but really dont. away from the liars, the cheaters, the assholes. i thought Pittsburgh would be too far away, but now im starting to the Medical University of South Carolina is looking better everyday.
my stress level is sky rocketing. i have so much shit to do. i have to do my french project with Emily over the break, i have to register by the 25th for SATs in May, i have an AP test, DBQ, and french essay when i come back from break, along with PSSA's again on the 5th. school loooveesss to be soo awesome, so awesome. maybe i should have taken it easy my senior year?
if this is any prediction on how this whole break is gonna be, i think i just might die of an overstreesed disease. i wont be able to take it.
but when you break it down my break looks like this --
Thurs - Proj. with Emily - out with Kit in the evening
FRiday - i believe hanging with Cale and Jimmy. then i believe out later with them and Kit.
SAturday - work 1:30 - 9:30
Sunday - work 10:30-3 , who has work on Easter -- c'mon now.
Monday - prolly hitting up the movies or something with Kit. or who knows. mondays up in the air =D
so if you wanna find time to hang out over break! let meee know =D
im out cause i really cant see from all the tears im producing
x0; Erin
niice update dont yah think? ha , gotta love my freak outs. but no one was left to vent to, i needed an escape from everything. i cant wait until im outta this valley. away from all these people who act like they care, but really dont. away from the liars, the cheaters, the assholes. i thought Pittsburgh would be too far away, but now im starting to the Medical University of South Carolina is looking better everyday.
my stress level is sky rocketing. i have so much shit to do. i have to do my french project with Emily over the break, i have to register by the 25th for SATs in May, i have an AP test, DBQ, and french essay when i come back from break, along with PSSA's again on the 5th. school loooveesss to be soo awesome, so awesome. maybe i should have taken it easy my senior year?
if this is any prediction on how this whole break is gonna be, i think i just might die of an overstreesed disease. i wont be able to take it.
but when you break it down my break looks like this --
Thurs - Proj. with Emily - out with Kit in the evening
FRiday - i believe hanging with Cale and Jimmy. then i believe out later with them and Kit.
SAturday - work 1:30 - 9:30
Sunday - work 10:30-3 , who has work on Easter -- c'mon now.
Monday - prolly hitting up the movies or something with Kit. or who knows. mondays up in the air =D
so if you wanna find time to hang out over break! let meee know =D
im out cause i really cant see from all the tears im producing
x0; Erin