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i've been emotionally numb, like i couldnt show emotion.
Emily came over around 12ish to work on our project which took us bout an hr to get pics and do the notecards. then Melissa called me and asked me to work 4-8 for her due to a fam. emergency. so i went to work @ 4, then afterwards, Kit and i went to guys to hang out with Cale, Jimmyb, and Cheif. We ended up getting the table next to Rob. and Leo showed later on. Kit and i played til the guys showed. then i kinda just sat, and , i broke down. Jimmy and CAle started asking me what was wrong, and i lost it. i cried. Rob threw his hat at me to try and cheer me up, but it didnt work. so Cale stayed and talked with me, and it helped. a little. then , Rob and i shot a rack, then Cale and i shot a rack, then they left -- tagged my car (( which i have to clean tomorrow before i have awesome work.)) then me and Kit shot like 2 racks, then we headed ouut. and now im here, updating. feeling like shit. im so confused. im so fucked up. god i cant take it. i cant stand being on an emotional rollercoaster. i have work tomorrow 9:30-4 because someone called off, so i romped the shift. it gives me 22 hrs for the week =D sweeeet paycheck. after i think im going out with Kit somewhere. whoo knows =D . thats my gay update causee im BEYOND awesome =)
leaveee meeee LOTS of comments =D
x0; Erin
PS -- Keek , you done with that book yet slut!!!??!! lol loveeeee youuuuuu
Emily came over around 12ish to work on our project which took us bout an hr to get pics and do the notecards. then Melissa called me and asked me to work 4-8 for her due to a fam. emergency. so i went to work @ 4, then afterwards, Kit and i went to guys to hang out with Cale, Jimmyb, and Cheif. We ended up getting the table next to Rob. and Leo showed later on. Kit and i played til the guys showed. then i kinda just sat, and , i broke down. Jimmy and CAle started asking me what was wrong, and i lost it. i cried. Rob threw his hat at me to try and cheer me up, but it didnt work. so Cale stayed and talked with me, and it helped. a little. then , Rob and i shot a rack, then Cale and i shot a rack, then they left -- tagged my car (( which i have to clean tomorrow before i have awesome work.)) then me and Kit shot like 2 racks, then we headed ouut. and now im here, updating. feeling like shit. im so confused. im so fucked up. god i cant take it. i cant stand being on an emotional rollercoaster. i have work tomorrow 9:30-4 because someone called off, so i romped the shift. it gives me 22 hrs for the week =D sweeeet paycheck. after i think im going out with Kit somewhere. whoo knows =D . thats my gay update causee im BEYOND awesome =)
leaveee meeee LOTS of comments =D
x0; Erin
PS -- Keek , you done with that book yet slut!!!??!! lol loveeeee youuuuuu