i just give up.

I cant make anyone happy, and when I do, they always hurt me

blah! Seems like when my life is finally going great something has to fuck up, am I not allowed to have a good life? So of course after I posted that last entry, the job at providence ended it was a temp job anyway, so that was a bummer, and I just recently got more hours at Victoria's Secret so thats good, took them long enough, of course its not ( Read more... )

Woah it sure has been along time, lets see...Recap ( Read more... )

I miss everyone, I miss all my old friends from work. I miss all the good times we had.... I wish I could go back and change things.. sigh...:(

Well Well Well...It's about time I did a semi-update. I should be studying...but the damn comp distracts me ( Read more... )

I cant stop crying...I just dont know what to do anymore

so i moved out of my apartment in Tualtin and moved in my dad...ugh I hate that but its a way to save money...I have to get up early to get to work but its ok I guess...Im gunna go to sleep...Ill finish later

sigh ( Read more... )

woah earthquake!
that was scary at like 1:45 or so this morning my bed moved 2 times! scared the crap outta me since Emmy was laying next to me and it wasnt her I didnt know what it was and then I found out it was an earthquake! crazy! wooo ok yeah well got to get to work
lata

ahhhh i hate stress it makes me not sleep! I have been up all night I cant sleep! I tried but no such luck, instead Ive been cleaning the house wooo hoo lol ok well im going to try taking a bath or somthing cuz gah i want to sleep!