A Very Confusing Day
yea, today was very confusing cause i couldnt stop think about yesterday with Adam, Debbie and Shaun. We all went out riding quads like all day, it was loads of fun. It was me and Adam on one quad and Shaun and Debbie on the other. I dont know why but i feel like i really like Adam but the way he acts sometimes its hard to tell if he likes me, i hope he does but w.e it happens. Bronson was mad at me, weve been getting into alot of fights lately and it really needs to stop cause i dont ever want to lose him, hes like my bestest friend. Rich isnt home or around to much anymore which sucks cause hes like my brother, Jared told me he was mad at me and i forgot to call him today. I will tomorrow i hope hes not even more mad. I tried to make Crystal's birthday party at the pit perfect but everything kept going wrong, it was pissing me off, it was one thing after another.. it fuckin sucked i felt so bad you dont even know, but she said she had a good time so i hope it was. Yea Debbie said she wanted me to sleep over saturday, Id like to but i want to see if its still on which i hope it is cause Adam and Shaun said they wanted to sleep over too, which would be cool, maybe i could get to know Adam better, id really like too. Plus that gives Debbie some quality time with her man. I love seeing her happy, she deserves to be happy shes so nice. I hate how Bronson has to be so sweet to me, it makes me just want to jump up and hug him, lol. I told him he was my teddy bear to snuggle with cause i have no one =*( (tear, tear). Im feeling like, i care alot for Adam but he said he didnt want a girl friend, so i was like ohhh, hoping that maybe hell change his mind, but know that its just my luck that he wont. Oh well i can hope right, lol.Yeah my day was fun after school, i rode "Ghetto Bike" to the pad and then me and crystal were hungry so we went to McDonald's and after that we went back to my house and walked around for a little while, went to wawa then my mommy took her home. On the way back my mom was yelling at me but i wasnt really paying attention cause i dont care nor was it important. Sometimes i swear listening to her makes me less intelligent, lol. I know thats mean but i dont care. Wow tomorrow is 420 how gay, all the stoners will be like missing from school and be smoking somewhere for countless amounts of hours and prolly be stoned for like a week straight, lol. Oh well as long as there happy, i guess. Im so mad my mom and dad are making me stay in the house tomorrow, so i was like ok and i gunna invite a whole bunch of pple over and be like well you said i couldnt go out so i brought people here so im not lonely, but knowing everyone theyll prolly be busy or the one person who i would be delighted to see wont/cant see me, which sucks but what can i do ya know, and i dont want to call him cause i feel all retarted and dumb like.. i duno im so weird when it comes to calling guys. Its prolly just me but oh well, its just the way i am. But if the guy was my man id prolly call like all the time. I dont get that im so stupid. Yeah, i want to wear a skirt tomorrow and look all pretty for like no reason, so yea im gunna try to get up early so nitey nite youngens! <3