Dizzy. I hate when this happens!

Apr 22, 2009 23:35

I hate it when he is this dizzy!  It really hurts me when he is dizzy to the point of I just had 7 hours of sleep but I need to go back to bed, very unsteady on his feet.  Every little noise hurts his head to the point of having to hold it still; even the boys putting their forks on their plates to clear them.  I don't know what has been doing it to him lately, could be weather, allergies, sinuses, stress, lack of sleep (although he's been getting at least 6-7 hours)- any number of things.

I also hate it for selfish reasons.  I am horny as hell and I can't get satisfied because he can't do the whole sex/orgasm.  Orgasm makes him dizzier and I don't want to contribute to that...but I want him soooo badly!  At this point even BOB isn't doing enough for me. :( 
When will he stop being dizzy???

He went for quite a long period of time there without being dizzy at all, now it seems as though he is dizzy more often than he is not.  He tries to hide it from me but I can see it physically on him.  Tonight Josie came to pick him up because I felt he was too dizzy to walk to work.  Josie drives a newer Mustang, is young and likes to listen to LOUD music.  I was half way across the kitchen when Josie pulled in and I heard his stereo thumping.  I told Tom to tell him to turn it down; that kind of thumping makes his head worse.  He asked me what.  I told him the stereo.  He didn't hear it, and didn't hear it until he was outside within 3-5 feet of the car.  That scares me.  One of the side effects of the Menieres is deafness.  We know he will eventually go deaf, we just don't know when.  That will kill him when it happens; music is his release, his sanity, his outlet.

He is such a good man, why is this happening to him?

day 1, menieres, horny, sleep, music, tom

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