Happy Chinese New Year..... maybe not so happy....
I am seeing a clearer picture of myself day by day.... Each time something fails, each time i understand myself better. U said u hate me for taking so long to realise we're not meant to be together...I felt that we've come juz far enough for me to not see bliss in the long run. You said things will be differnt. I say things will be the same. Now
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don't take it that their words got no validity and last forever...
but then again, it's kindda crappy like what u said, to say u r nice and sweet and all but later u become a cheebye in their eyes...
so how? mean don't say sweet things at that moment since nothing is predictable and no one know who's going to be the cheebye or bastard? doesn't sound good fora r/s... so just enjoy the words when it's spoken and valid, and after which... well, either new sweet words replace them or some foul language. ;P that's what i think.
my ex said he wont give up if i dont and he meant it and he did it... for many months but eventually he gave up before I did... he didn't lie... just that words come with expire days.
If one day u found someone who will only say I love u once and for that one time of speech, he meant it for life, you struck gold! :)
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As for my 2nd ex, he said he won't give up unless I give up but he didn't practice what he said.
Do you dare to say u have NOT said/promise things that eventually u fail to do them?
pardon me if u r sick of my long postings but i see myself as everyone else... heart-broken souls and im just trying to help whatever i can.
bon voyage to brunei!
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I agree with ur point of avoidance is better. Seems like I didn't practise that hence this happen. *scoffs* I'm practising isolation.
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but then i realised, it might not work with some pple even if i wanna trash every single little details...
so bo bian. lan lan... gotta practice something that i don't believe in as long it works...
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