Happy Chinese New Year..... maybe not so happy....
I am seeing a clearer picture of myself day by day.... Each time something fails, each time i understand myself better. U said u hate me for taking so long to realise we're not meant to be together...I felt that we've come juz far enough for me to not see bliss in the long run. You said things will be differnt. I say things will be the same. Now
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As for my 2nd ex, he said he won't give up unless I gave up because he didn't practice what he said. I also very du lan at this but I think back... and after all he is human. Do you dare to say u have said things but eventually u fail to do them? Well, at least he's sincere when he said it and he tried.
My faghag said in the first place two persons come together and they don't owe each other anything. Everyone want their r/s to work out, who don't? but things r not always so nice that's all and lan lan...
Maybe ur feeling now is like my 1st ex's... perk cerk coz i blamed him for everything. I know I shouldn't but my hatred for him grew and grew...
Relax boy... maybe the best way is to keep a distance if can't see eye to eye... sometimes avoidance is a better solution than to trash it out head on when it can't be done this way.
Take care ya? Remember! Whatever shit happen... u r not alone!
All of us r the same, we r humans and we suffer heartbreak and pain.
As for the hatred... I got it in me too but in time to come... it will go away la... you won't have the energy to burn hate forever... tell urself to move on and don't get tag behind by the past... hey! im telling myself tat too :>
recently finally I become positive again and looking forward to work out a next r/s... recently only wor! Jia you ba! :)
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As for my 2nd ex, he said he won't give up unless I give up but he didn't practice what he said.
Do you dare to say u have NOT said/promise things that eventually u fail to do them?
pardon me if u r sick of my long postings but i see myself as everyone else... heart-broken souls and im just trying to help whatever i can.
bon voyage to brunei!
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I agree with ur point of avoidance is better. Seems like I didn't practise that hence this happen. *scoffs* I'm practising isolation.
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but then i realised, it might not work with some pple even if i wanna trash every single little details...
so bo bian. lan lan... gotta practice something that i don't believe in as long it works...
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