Apr 10, 2007 13:47
In the end, I decided to attend Stony Brook University in the fall. Although I'll be living below the poverty line, I'll definitely have more opportunities and, I think I think I think, be happier than I would with my other options. So, that's settled. I'm thrilled and terrified, but that doesn't even begin to describe it.
The boy situation has gotten far more complicated -- of course. I'm confused and frustrated. I think I know what I want, but I'm the only one who seems to. Everything will change so soon... How am I supposed to plan for the future?
The battle with K College continues to rage, but it's within the realm of possibility that I'll win it. Preferably soon. I'm actively seeking out corners to cut and hoping that senioritis will help to open up new shortcuts. I don't want to be here anymore. I'm going to leave K so thoroughly bitter and angry that they'll never get a cent out of me for the rest of my life. That makes me strangely happy, but, again, it's a complicated feeling.