Organized first by pairing, then chronologically.
suhoon/hyunmin
let's continue this day dream by
snapshotrating: pg-13 | word count: 145 | warnings: non-explicit sexual content
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Suhoon is hovering over a lithe body, trailing open mouth kisses down his neck and into the dip of his collar bone. Suhoon’s hand is on the curve of his hip, the other lingering on the inside of a sweaty shirt. )
measuring up by
qiguairating: g | word count: 416 | warnings: language
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This is the leader in Suhoon's mind- an ideal he can't live up to and doesn't want to live up to. He doesn't have a smile that calms and reassures his bandmates. He can't say, "It's going to be okay," when it clearly isn't. )
never fail by
tuschelnrating: g | word count: 975 | warnings: customized comment pages
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Hyunmin never failed to let a stupid grin spread across his face at the enchanting sound of Suhoon's laughter that seemed to sink straight through his skin and wrap like a delicate silk around his heart, washing away all traces of worries and trepidations like a sweet drug that engulfed his body and left him yearning for more. Never failed to be suspended in wonder at the way the sound danced around his soul and brought forth little butterflies that resided in the pit of his stomach and made his heart beat just a little bit faster. )
+ discord by
qiguairating: pg-13 | word count: 10885 | warnings: language, alcohol use, non-explicit sexual content
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When Suhoon leaves his apartment, it's raining. Not heavy enough to require an umbrella, but just enough to thoroughly dampen his hair by the time he reaches the studio. There are fans lined up outside, but not for him. They glance at him, hopeful, before returning to their conversations. Their disappointment doesn't bother him, as a matter of fact he's quite relieved. )
lights by
tuschelnrating: g | word count: 631 | warnings: customized comment pages
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The next hour - or two, Hyunmin never did have a good sense of time - dragged on with more touch-ups of hair and wardrobes, punctuated by a few of Injun's selcas and Jihwan's little exclamations of victory towards whatever game he was playing until they were given their ten-minute warning. )
we're twelve and i think i love you by
qiguairating: g | word count: 355 | warnings: none
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Now they walk home together every day. Hyunmin thinks it's because Suhoon needs an escort-- his pretty eyes and round cheeks, which someday won't be so round, make him the perfect target for bullies, Hyunmin tells himself. At least if he were going to bully anyone, it would probably be Suhoon. )
hyunmin/injoon
in your dreams by
qiguairating: nc-17 | word count: 1745 | warnings: sexual content
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The version of himself in these dreams is always confident, experienced, crafty and, above all, not a failure. Dream Injoon sneaks up behind his targets and breathes in their ear while he lightly strokes their sides. He kisses so well he makes backs arc even without using his tongue. He gets on his knees without hesitation or embarrassment and is the one who makes knees give out and heads knock back into walls painfully. In his dreams, Injoon is able to drive his lover so insane with lust by merely running a hand down their chest and stomach as he receives desperate pleas and stifled sobs which he knows are supposed to be his name. )
the mysteries of light and life by
lettherebeminhorating: nc-17 | word count: 1182 | warnings: sexual content
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He had forgotten how Hyunmin had explained it... Something about the intricacies of the color spectrum, the way light reacted to the air around him, or something to that effect. Injoon didn't bother remembering the details, all he needed to know was that Hyunmin could disappear. )
injoon/jihwan
knee jerk reaction by
mikantasticrating: g | word count: 330 | warnings: grammar mistakes
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He really doesn’t want to explain how he gets bruises in his chest and arms like he’s been in the army when he looks like the tamest kid in kindergarten. )
jelly candy by
kanintallrikrating: pg-13 | word count: 1117 | warnings: ooc
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Injoon rarely spoke, rarely initiated any interaction with other really, and that’d make you think he didn’t care for the gang. But then again he always showed up at the hideout almost every evening. Jay usually saw him sneak in around 7pm, and some older guys usually greeted him with a grunted acknowledgement, to which he’d only nod. Jay saw Injoon alot, but Injoon never looked at Jay. )
+ wrong place, wrong time by
gasumerating: pg-13 | word count: 1445 | warnings: language
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Jihwan was never one to tell the truth. In a way, his hyungs had made a game of how fast they could weave the facts out of their poor magnae. For a group of seemingly nice hyungs, they were awfully devious and take complete advantage of the fact that Jihwan talks in his sleep. Every few nights, the members would sneak into his room while he was asleep, have one person in his line of sight and ask which member he loved most. )
these things i'll never say by
meow_bunnyrating: g | word count: 251 | warnings: none
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Jihwan had become all too tired of Injun's moping around, finally resulting in dragging a complaining, bundled up Injun outside on a walk through the snow. Pouting all the way, he walked along Jihwan's side, his hands stuffed in his pockets. )
cross-overs
injoon/gwangchul
unversed by
jaedragonrating: pg-13 | word count: 6854 | warnings: language, mild sexual content
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Gwangchul stutters a bit, scratching his head and looking back and forth between Injoon and the wood. He plays a simple string of five notes and gestures for Injoon to follow. He repeats, twice as slowly, a small proud smile on his face when he finishes. Gwangchul immediately starts again, this time playing a ten-note tune. Injoon repeats his five notes, attempting to add on the new, and his fingers cross and stumble over the keys. He groans and Gwangchul grins bemusedly. )
chills by
jaedragonrating: g | word count: 1583 | warnings: none
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It takes a week of living alone for it to hit him, incessantly poking at him as he tries to fall asleep. He used to lament over Jihwan's constant moving and complain about Injoon's night hugs. But as he lays awake staring at the ceiling, he can't help but yearn for a kick in the leg or a cold arm wrapped around his waist. )
chimerical reality by
jaedragonrating: g | word count: 1703 | warnings: none
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They don't speak a word until Hyunmin returns, the four remaining members exchanging a few glances and touches but nothing more. Their producers and managers share a few whispers, but nothing the boys care to listen to. The squeak of Hyunmin's chair as he sits down is the loudest interruption, and it snaps them back into their warped reality. The silence is deafening, but the first sentence uttered when the meeting resumes is what makes their stomachs churn the most. )
in between by
qiguairating: pg | word count: 1953 | warnings: language
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He hesitates after he dials the numbers into his cell. The last thing he feels like doing is spending hours with some guy who would probably take one look at his computer, laugh in is face, and press a button that would magically fix everything. With one last pathetic glance at his computer, he hits the call button and tosses away what little pride he has. )
+ imaginary sleepovers by
qiguairating: nc-17 | word count: 2622 | warnings: sexual content
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At two forty-five in the morning, Injoon unlocks and opens his front door as quietly as he can and tiptoes across the foyer until he’s safe in the living room. The hall that leads to the bedrooms is now far enough away that he can flop onto the couch with a loud, content sigh. His backpack lands somewhere to the side and he couldn’t care less. After a few minutes of lying there, he almost falls asleep, so he forces himself into a sitting position and digs out his cell phone from his back pocket. Hitting the speed dial, he says a quick prayer that he isn’t too late this time. )
+ one toke over the line by
jaedragonrating: r | word count: 7120 | warnings: language, drug use, non-explicit sexual content
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Despite everything in his brain that tells him not to, Injoon continues with these rendezvous for weeks, though he grows less nervous and more casual with every meeting. At some point, he finds himself so comfortable that he walks into Gwangchul's house unannounced. Gwangchul doesn't seem to think much of it, just throws him a light and a blunt and the two of them slump onto the floor. )
the art of losing by
jaedragonrating: g | word count: 642 | warnings: none.
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Gwangchul thinks it was like a game of tag. He'd been the one to start it - albeit unknowingly - by giving Injoon that lingering handshake and bright smile on the day they'd met. Injoon was 'it.' And that is where he began his chase, though he never knew that's what it would end up being. )
the mystery gang by
qiguairating: pg-13 | word count: 17552 | warnings: language, drug use
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Injoon sneaks out of the hotel room around seven in the morning. Silently thanking the school system for making school hours start early enough to avoid his friends, he pulls into the bustling high school parking lot just as the students start to arrive as well. His pulse quickens as he drives slowly through the lot, examining every face but only finding himself lost in a sea of students. He wonders how suspicious he must look, prowling around a high school in a van, but then he spots Gwangchul standing by one of the smaller entrances and Injoon is so relieved- )
he shoots, he scores by
jaedragonrating: g | word count: 3576 | warnings: none
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After settling in, Injoon finds himself starting small talk, out of nervousness and purely out of habit. Luckily, but also unfortunately, Gwangchul seems equally prone to small talk. The longer it goes on, the easier it becomes, but it isn't until Injoon's hand slips and he drops his patbingsoo on the ground that the tension drops. Gwangchul stops mid-bite, looking at Injoon and smiling before tossing his own patbingsoo onto the concrete. )
other
white by
qiguaipairing: suhoon/jisang
rating: g | word count: 1308 | warnings: none
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Jisang looks good, and Suhoon can't admit it without feeling just a tad bitter. He doesn't look like the Jisang he knows. He isn't tired, he's gained a little weight, and as much as Suhoon hates using the phrase, he's glowing. The woman in white beams as Jisang walks across the hall, waving at this guest and that guest, before standing proud at her side with one hand resting gently on her waist. Suhoon struggles to take another sip as he tries to recall her name from the invitation. )
across the field by
qiguaipairing: injoon/kan (f.cuz)
rating: g | word count: 836 | warnings: none
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The first words Injoon ever says to Kan are, "Wow, you're tall," and he instantly regrets them. All Kan does is laugh, more to his own bandmates than at Injoon, but Injoon flushes and stutters a quick apology before shuffling away, only to remember he's supposed to be standing in a line, so moving away isn't an option. He's reduced to shifting from foot to foot, refusing look at Kan until they're allowed to break the line when finally he glances over his shoulder to see Leeu bouncing away with Kan close behind. )
rhythm & blues by
qiguaipairing: jisang/injoon
rating: g | word count: 1912 | warnings: none.
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The world suddenly becomes very quiet. For the first few weeks, Injoon calls every night- they all do. They're worried, then angry, and then they just want to talk because not talking doesn't feel right. Spring nears and everyone becomes busier. Daeguknamah is about to debut and there isn't much time for them to be connecting with anyone outside themselves. Gwangchul suddenly becomes busy, too, though he can't say way. "It's a secret," he says to Jisang with a wink. "You'll see." )
the london eye by
gasumepairing: kan (f.cuz)/injoon/jihwan
rating: pg-13 | word count: 621 | warnings: none
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Jihwan's smiles fades slightly and Injoon curses himself, finally finding Kan with their bags. There's an awkward silence as they walk aroung the crowded airport, but then, Jihwan trips over his shoelace, Kan laughs so loudly that it gains the attention of half the room and everything's back to normal. )
battle scars by
jaedragonpairing: sungmin (co.ed)/jihwan
rating: g | word count: 615 | warnings: none
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Jihwan makes a promise, that they'll dance together again as soon as he's free. Granted, that leaves a six-month period in between now and then, what with Jihwan being overseas and all. But Sungmin is patient, he understands. He understands when Jihwan tells him they won't be able to keep in contact, he's never really cared for online communication, and he doesn't text all that much. Sungmin understands that he'd probably be too busy to contact him anyway. And so he waits. )
a man of many wishes by
andglasslikepairing: suhoon/jisang
rating: pg | word count: 908 | warnings: none
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Jisang was the first, the first person who made Suhoon want to sit close enough for their knees to touch, close enough so that when they turned to talk to each other they were barely a breath apart. Jisang made Suhoon feel as though an arm over his shoulders was something to be encouraged, not shaken off with a glare. Jisang made Suhoon feel comfortable with another person, for the first time. )
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