Dec 23, 2004 21:43
i feel goocd considering im not going out again til sunday and its thursday now, needlsee to say i will be doing alot of sleeping and possibly homework but prolly not. Nate and i became official yesterday, so he is now my BOYFRIEND wow thats F'in weird to think Autumn the girl who hates everything has a boy. he makes me insanely happy all the time all i have to do is look at him and i feel like im 14 and giggly. im very unsure about how it will go, im scared of him because i have been kicked in the ass so many times i cant take it any longer, so im waiting to see if he will be the same as the others, i honestly have a feeling he wont be, but in the beginning i felt the same about the rest of 'em. he's so perfect for me, we're different yes, but we think alot alike and agree with many of the same opinions such as "DRUGS ARE BAD MK" which is very cool. he calls me baby and i absolutely love that its adorable. Ty is coming home tmrw which is very exciting, I GET TO SEE MY BIG BROTHER!! im so excitied. we're gonna wrestle and im gonna whoop the fuck out of him, prolly not but i can dream. Ty is gonna meet Nate, and that should be interesting because Ty doesnt like anybody i bring around it seems so he's prolly not gonna like Nate, but what the hell he makes me happy i dont care if he makes Ty happy or not.