fuck you all
im so pissed off lately i have no idea what my problem is but it needs to stop. it doesnt help that i have this one asshole friend i dread seeing every morning now because he treats me like im a fucking disease, i try to be pleasant and put up with it but i just cant take his petty bullshit any longer. he seems to make it a point to bring up Nate all the time. well FYI Nate is fine and so am i if you care, you know who you are. speaking of Nate i enjoy his company very very much. i know i said i would not speak of him anymore but he's one of the few things in my life currently that doesnt tend to piss me off...yet. he's incredibly sweet,kind, and, loving. i havent known him for very long but thats what i have gathered about him so far and he gets me all twitterpated....which anymore is a very rare event for me. i feel odd having a "boy" in a sense i guess its very comfortable, he makes me feel pretty lol, and i can talk to him and get intelligent responses. he scares me too though, because i dont know if i could handle it if he hurts me thats not something i care to go through again i did it before and it broke me. i dunno what the fuck ever. i hate the world and all the stupid people in it.