Everyone's talking how I can't, can't be your love - but I want, want, wanna be your love, wanna be
...be your love for real
Today, I feel better. I got away from a lot of things. You know?...maybe not. But I pretty much stayed glued to my cell phone with Fenton all day and that was happy...until my phone battery died. HAHA. So I borrowed my mom's phone. Yay.
Everyone didn't gawk at me today!!!! I pretty much pretended to not exist and sit quietly, and IT WORKED!!! It was weird. All of the Sisterhood personalities in me were present: the Lena in me just wanted everyone to NOT talk about how "pretty" and "tall" I was; the Bee in me screamed at me to stop sitting there and do something fun and for everyone to notice me; the Tibby in me wanted to get out of the dress and rebel against my parents; the Carma in me wanted to throw a temper tantrum. Haha. It was interesting, to say the least. I spent my time at the parties talking to Fenton, watching The Island, eating, or getting money. Yaaaay. I didn't really get that much, though, but it's okay. Chinese New Year is NOT about the money...hehe.
Oh yeah, the main reason I wanted to update was that I wanted to tell you that I updated my xanga. Hehehe. So go check it out if you have time! (The username for my xanga is the same as LJ, fyi.)
Talking to Fenton is fun. It makes me happy. HE makes me happy. Happy!!!!!!! (Until something else steps in and ruins my gorgeous happiness. Haha.) Sigh. :)
Thank you everyone for calling/leaving comments. <3
oh, why'd you have to be so cute?
it's impossible to ignore you
must you make me laugh so much
it's bad enough we get along so well
say goodnight and go...
Today, I feel better. I got away from a lot of things. You know?...maybe not. But I pretty much stayed glued to my cell phone with Fenton all day and that was happy...until my phone battery died. HAHA. So I borrowed my mom's phone. Yay.
Everyone didn't gawk at me today!!!! I pretty much pretended to not exist and sit quietly, and IT WORKED!!! It was weird. All of the Sisterhood personalities in me were present: the Lena in me just wanted everyone to NOT talk about how "pretty" and "tall" I was; the Bee in me screamed at me to stop sitting there and do something fun and for everyone to notice me; the Tibby in me wanted to get out of the dress and rebel against my parents; the Carma in me wanted to throw a temper tantrum. Haha. It was interesting, to say the least. I spent my time at the parties talking to Fenton, watching The Island, eating, or getting money. Yaaaay. I didn't really get that much, though, but it's okay. Chinese New Year is NOT about the money...hehe.
Oh yeah, the main reason I wanted to update was that I wanted to tell you that I updated my xanga. Hehehe. So go check it out if you have time! (The username for my xanga is the same as LJ, fyi.)
Talking to Fenton is fun. It makes me happy. HE makes me happy. Happy!!!!!!! (Until something else steps in and ruins my gorgeous happiness. Haha.) Sigh. :)
Thank you everyone for calling/leaving comments. <3
oh, why'd you have to be so cute?
it's impossible to ignore you
must you make me laugh so much
it's bad enough we get along so well
say goodnight and go...