Mar 16, 2004 04:18
There was some thing more that I wanted... an underlying emotion not often felt. "God Damn" think to myself every time I see you. Where to go what with what I am writing, I am a little drunk and quite frankly all I want to do is lose myself in you! My life is a story playing out in front of me and want to put it all on pause and really see the things that I feel. Whether it is always going to be so black and white or perhaps I should continue making it up as I go....
You told me you coundn't sleep last night, whether because I made you nervous or what ever it could of been I was more comfortable with you than in my own bed. But that is where I wish to find you every night. The way that she touches me, and the feeling that sturs up inside me... They can't be pushed aside or just ignored. Its becoming more and more like my obsession with the ocean. The feeling deep inside when the water is rushing over my body and my skin. I love her hands. Anticipation... its some thing I breath in the moment before I see her and that is more than enough... I want to take all that is there, consume all that she has to give and give her more that just what I have to share....