Never Mind That Little Voice In The Back Ground Of Your Thoughts

[sunshinemeggie]

I have no idea what I have gotten myself into.... Yes I do! I know very well what I have done and what I plan on continuing doing. Its starting to echo through the rest of my life and not just the time I spend with her. I can't get over the fact about how damn cute she can be when we are just lying in my bed with her head on my stomach. Damn it!!!! We went out to dinner last night... I love hearing her laugh. And all of this for some reason I can not be proud of. And perhaps that I can not manipulate this situation scares me and the things I feel are real with inside me... I need to stop this but I will ride this out till it crumbles into some thing not so beautiful....

Till next time I'll be making up excuses why I need this in my life....