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Closer, simplify only the smallest of meanings. I could trace this back to the beginning but who wants to hear repetition. Never mind the other thoughts that take up space. There was a moment that I knew exactly who I was and that was all that mattered to me. Its like a slow dance on the edges of the ocean. One step, two steps closer and I could dive right in. The things I say aren't always easy and when I breath in they loss their meaning and get lost some where inside my chest.
I wish that there was a way to look myself in the eye and really understand what it is that goes on inside my head. I took a slow walk beside a dream and then kisses it good bye. I curled up next to the ghost in my closest and thought... well this feels nice.
Today was good, a slow day but none the less still a good day. I have spent the last fews days with Crystal and Johnson and I am content there. I am content when she pulls me close...
I wish that there was a way to look myself in the eye and really understand what it is that goes on inside my head. I took a slow walk beside a dream and then kisses it good bye. I curled up next to the ghost in my closest and thought... well this feels nice.
Today was good, a slow day but none the less still a good day. I have spent the last fews days with Crystal and Johnson and I am content there. I am content when she pulls me close...