"our" weekend
so yea this weekend was our 2 year anniv., well it was supposed to be. turned out a lot different than i was thinking/hoping. didnt get anything, nothing new though cuz i never do. then he wanted to invite him mom over even though we were supposed to be spending time together so then she fucking stays til like 1:30 n shes all sleeping on the couch n stuff n he dont even care. so then he had made plans to go to his dads. so pretty much the whole day went to shit. then he couldnt even fucking drive in the smae car as me to be with me anywhere we went he had to drive his car n he even went driving around for like an hour even though we spent the whole day not together. he doesn't even care though. we did end up going bowling though which was kinda fun. but pretty much i was dumb enough to get my hopes up n ofcourse they got crushed. thats nothing new either though. and today, i wont even go into today either, just that he has to be in charge of everything n fucking control everything i do. but i wont go into everything cuz pretty much im just pissed as always cuz he has to do stupid stuff all the time. so whatever. so yet again im stuck at home alone with the baby while hes out going to take andre to amours house which you know he will end up talking and to get some more damn cigarettes cuz those n his stupid car n the most important things to him. after that its him family then the baby. idk if i even rank in the top 5 list, itd be a suprise. but its w/e im bout to go watch tv cuz i just found even more porn on the computer n im done playing stupid ass fucking games cuz he just hooked the computer in yesterday n its on there already.