I Can't Get To Sleep, I Think About The Implications

Jan 04, 2018 21:41

Okay NOW I'm sore. I honestly don't know how much of it is from the exercise, and how much of it is from the EXTREME! COLD!

It was a tough day overall: the commute to work was tough. None of the bosses were in (the owner because he came down with a bad cold, the president because he lives out on Long Island and probably got hit the hardest, and my manager because she had scheduled ahead of time to work from home because she had a training call at midnight with *her* manager--the joys of doing business in and with China.) Without bothering to count (I'm too tired) I'd have to say at least half of the office didn't come in. One whole department didn't come in, the head of another department told her team to go home at 2, the lone employees from accounting and quality that made it in went home right before and right after, and by 3 PM it was just me and one other employee that didn't want to work from home because his laptop was too slow. But even he left by 3:30, and I *still* had to stay there--because my manager couldn't get either the owner's or the president's permission to close the office. I was...not pleased about that, but once I was alone in the office I did what I longed threatened to do, and watched an episode of Sailor Moon Crystal on the giant projection screen they have in the conference room, just because I could. I finally got permission to leave at 4, and it took me over an hour and 40 minutes to get home. The train actually got stuck at Myrtle-Wyckoff because the doors froze open.

I didn't spend any money today; and I was tempted to get turkey, I was afraid I wasn't going to get my cheat food today and really wanted some real dinner. But the trek from the train station to my house was incredibly difficult, and, I really don't want to spend money. Plus, having turkey in the house means multiple cheat days instead of just one.

I'm afraid my other resolutions didn't do so well. Well, I knew today was a cheat day, and I think I actually ate less than I did last week, I think my appetite is finally starting to diminish again after expanding with all of that holiday eating. But I didn't clean, because Dad kept making noises about wanting to shovel again outside, and then wasn't ready to until 8 PM. And I didn't work out, because between my horrendous commute home (I was frozen and in pain for *hours* after I finally got inside) and shoveling snow, I'm just shot. I feel awful breaking my resolution on the third day, but I just don't have it in me. (And technically shoveling snow *is* exercise. But if I don't get that little stamp on the WiiFit calendar, it doesn't count to me.)

I don't even think I have the physical capacity to shave tonight. I think I'm just going to soak in hot water until I feel halfway human, and then go to bed.

Maybe tomorrow will be better.
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