i walk the lonely road
you ever hear that little tid bit....where the being smart is being lonely...well yeah.....its true....but im more the type where i choose to be that way.....i've always lived my whole life where nothing has presumed any type of a challenge to my....maybe that explains why i am always so lenient and lazy and spiratic yet crazy...cuz i find no and every point in everything....i'm here to vouch...dont bother looking for the answers to things you think can't be answered....cuz well....everything can be answered....very seldomly will you like your answer....yet i still continue to question and answer my own questions...why do i have to be so smart ....i hate it so much......its put me in such a weird place...not that im suicidal or anything but i find no point in anything.....i just go through very cold and detached....but i'm a good enough actor that everybody has no idea about it unless i let them know...everyone is always curious of how i think...well heres you first glimpse....theres plenty more...but as many or my friends can attest to if you ask them....dont bother trying to crack my shell of a mind...its officially a black box now