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Note to self: Don't push with 35o pre-flop heads up ever, ever, ever again. (What the hell was I thinking?) I definitely should've beaten Joe today. Other than that boneheaded move, I thought I played really well today. I got cards at the right time, which was a first in a while. Oh well. At least I cashed.
I shouldn't second guess myself, but it's hard not to when the future will bring such a huge change. Does anyone else dread the future, seeing nothing but black haze, instead of seeing the abundant opportunities our parents always talk about? For some reason, I can't see myself as an adult. I can't envision it at all. I hope everything works out for me. I don't ever want to feel trapped. It's the worst feeling in the world. I guess what I want is to be happy, but I once heard someone say that people who wish for mere happiness are self-absorbed fools. Life isn't easy, that's for sure, but we've always got hope, I suppose. In summary: the future freaks me out! I get so nonsensical at night...
I shouldn't second guess myself, but it's hard not to when the future will bring such a huge change. Does anyone else dread the future, seeing nothing but black haze, instead of seeing the abundant opportunities our parents always talk about? For some reason, I can't see myself as an adult. I can't envision it at all. I hope everything works out for me. I don't ever want to feel trapped. It's the worst feeling in the world. I guess what I want is to be happy, but I once heard someone say that people who wish for mere happiness are self-absorbed fools. Life isn't easy, that's for sure, but we've always got hope, I suppose. In summary: the future freaks me out! I get so nonsensical at night...