Private
Sometimes thinking gets you into trouble. Sometimes thinking too much about something can land you into a lot of trouble. Be selfish. Don't care about what others feel or think. Cuz that usually gets me into trouble.
And then anticipating that phone call. Or thinking your friends will actually leave a comment for you. None of that matters. So why expect it ever. I only get disappointed and heartbroken.
So for now...
This journal is private.
But then I thought...
I should always keep my doors open. Especially to my friends. I'm building walls around me I don't want. And...I'm too tired to find the "private only" controls.
And then anticipating that phone call. Or thinking your friends will actually leave a comment for you. None of that matters. So why expect it ever. I only get disappointed and heartbroken.
So for now...
This journal is private.
But then I thought...
I should always keep my doors open. Especially to my friends. I'm building walls around me I don't want. And...I'm too tired to find the "private only" controls.