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I didnt' know I could let somebody in and then let them hurt me so much again.
I am afraid I'll never let anbody in ever again. I'm afraid I'll never enjoy life as much cuz the pieces of my heart are shattering even more.
And I know if I take a step back from all this emotion it all look a lot less scary. It'll start to look a lot less **hopeless** dismal and overbearing.
But I don't know if I'll ever trust anybody ever the same. I guess I need to. Cuz I understand that people are just as emotional as me and they make mistakes too. We are human.
P.S. This journal is mostly friends only.
I am afraid I'll never let anbody in ever again. I'm afraid I'll never enjoy life as much cuz the pieces of my heart are shattering even more.
And I know if I take a step back from all this emotion it all look a lot less scary. It'll start to look a lot less **hopeless** dismal and overbearing.
But I don't know if I'll ever trust anybody ever the same. I guess I need to. Cuz I understand that people are just as emotional as me and they make mistakes too. We are human.
P.S. This journal is mostly friends only.