Life's crazy twists and turns...
Josh and Cynthia got married last night. Congrats! I had a fantastic time as a bridesmaid. I loved being around all of my friends and catching up from months of word vomit. As sad as I am for Josh and Cynthia to be gone for a week and for most of my other friends to go back to being at least 4 hours away... I am glad the pressure and stress of it is over. A girl can only bite her tongue for so long and tell herself that it isn't her wedding. I would say the group of events were successful and worth remembering. Now it is time to move on to the things I need to do for myself...
I leave for Kosova 3 weeks from tomorrow. I am fucking terrified. Everything is changing. Everything is happening so quickly. It is all so scary. I hope I can handle it... I have a lot of support from several wonderful people, which helps, but I am still doing this on my own. My success is determined but only my actions. I am just scared...
Then there is the inevitable ending of a new relationship... Dating with an ending date sucks. I decided that I would rather go to Kosova with a broken heart than not have the wonderful moments before I leave.
SOOO much to do this week. I must start packing my life. I only have 3 weeks until I leave Ohio for 5 months!!! Chicago or bust!!
Summer
I leave for Kosova 3 weeks from tomorrow. I am fucking terrified. Everything is changing. Everything is happening so quickly. It is all so scary. I hope I can handle it... I have a lot of support from several wonderful people, which helps, but I am still doing this on my own. My success is determined but only my actions. I am just scared...
Then there is the inevitable ending of a new relationship... Dating with an ending date sucks. I decided that I would rather go to Kosova with a broken heart than not have the wonderful moments before I leave.
SOOO much to do this week. I must start packing my life. I only have 3 weeks until I leave Ohio for 5 months!!! Chicago or bust!!
Summer