Dec 04, 2004 19:51
Dude, i cant wait to save up money and fucken leave this god damn town or city w/e ok.Today was an ok day, until a certain someone named diana pissed me off.Shes always fucking around with our plans and shit and just blows me off.Then after i get pissed i think about everything else that ppl have done to me lately and i just blow up even more ya know?It feels like everyone thinks im just some dumb bitch that they can walk all over and i dont even give them that empression either.Steven cant even claim me how fucken said is that shit, last night he told some friend i was his "buddy"... buddy this bitch "flicks him off" LMFAO... i crack myself up sometimes....
No but seriously dude im so sick of ppl, and mikey you suck, im happy for you dude but you suck that you've found someone who actually cares for you!! but im glad you did your one person i know that actually deserves it.
Sometimes i feel like crawling in my bed,under my covers and never comeing out......
Fake heart. Fake looks. Fake words. Fake love.
I'll tell u truth but u scream lies.
If I was beautiful would you still hate me?
I see what your like.
I see the real you.
And it was my mistake for thinking there was something I was interested in.
Your pain. Your hate. Your tears. When you rape me. The taste of your lips. Your blooded wrists. The warmth of your body. Your mask.
Your forgotten life. How I'm gone & your still thinking about me......