( In which I whine... )

( Just need to rant, don't mind me )

My subconcious apparently dislikes me greatly and makes me have naughty dreams of Dyno. I wouldn't complain normally, except that we spent a good portion of the night talking about why he wasn't looking for someone now, and the girl he thinks is his soulmate and wants to be with ( Read more... )

For the second time in the past 5 days, I've pulled Gebo this morning as my rune. Friday morning I pulled Gebo as well ( Read more... )

After thinking a bit more on it, I'm a little more comfortable so I guess I'll elaborate.

( Warning: Chris, Odin, other Faith stuff... )

...I think this is the most vulnerable thing I could say at a time like this ( Read more... )

Let's see... this year has been crazy ( Read more... )

XKCD on commitmentSadly after seeing this I think ( Read more... )

I'm restless, but more mentally...not really physically.

( I'm cutting this because I don't know how long or what will be talked about... )

And today it clicked... I'm upset, deeply hurt because even though we weren't married, or even engaged, I *in my head* made that commitment. And this will take me a long time to get over... but ( Read more... )