Hey there.

Life has been really shit recently. Like total shit. I will explain a little here, but it is a bit emotionally messy... so please stop reading if you don't want to read anything sad. I'm sorry, I can't figure out to do a LJ-cut on this new layout.

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Okay, so in December last year, my wee ( Read more... )

Just been hit with a wave of utter despair.
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Today was one of those days where I wished I had just stayed in bed. It was my overtime day and... well overtime and bad anxiety day do NOT mix at all. I have been having a lot of problems with my anxiety in the last few weeks, like uncontrollable crying at stupid moments. It is so embarassing ( Read more... )

Not much has changed since I last posted ( Read more... )

Today is a day I wish I had stayed in bed. Everything went wrong at work, I cried my eyes out and my foot became a swollen mess.

I feel so shit at everything right now. And all I want to do is sit at home and cry. But I don't. Away to bed and hope that tomorrow is better

Last week was a mess ( Read more... )

I am getting somewhere, I think ( Read more... )

*Waves*

I am having a mental breakdown, I swear.

And it's not overwork...for a change.

It's the opposite. in fact. I feel like I am partially Unemployed. Which sounds so bloody stupid. *facepalm*
I guess, it is because I work backshift (6pm-11pm) and I spend almost all day in my bed. I am feeling like I have nothing to get up for. *sigh* It's awkward ( Read more... )

I am so pissed off.

I wish I could say why I was pissed off, but I can't. I just feel so strained, and that everything I am doing right now is forced. Like I have to try so hard to do anything. Sitting here, in this call centre is one thing, that takes the most energy. The air conditioning is just recycling dead air, and it is suffocating and gives ( Read more... )

So, here I am sitting at work, and I could really do without being here for 5 hours, answering the phone to people who think I am thick as shit ( Read more... )