nothing feels right today ( Read more... )

instant regret, a formula, a threat;
liquid never wasted, never quite tasted, never quite known,
but dripped,
slick like oil
sliding over the surface
of my pale virgin skin.

I am so home-sick ( Read more... )

closure never meant anything as beautiful as this.

I long to stay awake and watch,
but I fear I'll fall over from lack of sleep.

thank you, william.

it feels like I'm cheating to go back to my past.
oops. oops. oops.

can you go back, once you know?

I don't think so.

the words won't seem the same.