Ka Ka Ka Kitties
Coo.
Coo.
Purr.
Purr.
I hear the ins and outs of their breathing. Sweet little slumbering creatures. They stretch out in their sleep and then bring their precious little paws in closer to their small bodies, hugging themselves tightly in their peaceful dreams. They are adorable. I don't need anything else in the world besides them. They are all that is important and beyond. I live for them. Nothing else can compare.
It is midnight. A little past. He hasn't come home yet. I don't really want him to. I wish he would disappear. I wish I could make these past two years disappear. He isn't worth my time anymore. He doesn't respect me and I no longer have any interest in him. Why am I still here? I do not owe him anything. I can barely stand to look at him anymore. The feeling rising in my stomach borders on hatred, nearing disgust. I need to get away. I just don't know where to go at the moment. I need to study and concentrate on myself. I don't want the fucker to come home tonight. I hope he is out there getting drunk with his friends and "accidentally" sleeps with some other bitch. Then, I won't feel bad crushing his heart and kicking him out on his ass. Then, I can smile.
I love my kittens. They mean the world to me. They have my heart.
Purr.
Purr.
Coo.
Coo.