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I haven't updated in a while. I think I've been suffering an unending bout of PMS but I hate blaming stuff like that on being a woman. Men are bitchy too, and yet they don't have bleeding vaginas to prove it.
School is always stressful so I won't talk about it. I was supposed to go to a formal tonight but everyone ended up flopping so I didn't go. I don't know what instigated this urge to attend formal in the first place. Nothing about school is ever lasting anyways, it's so fleeting I might as well just never have talked to anyone three years ago. But that wouldn't have been a pleasant way to go through life?!?
Which reminds me...it's human nature (well mine anyways) to stop trying when you know something is going to fail. As horrendous as it sounds, I don't really care about the environment anymore. I used to be diligent with recycling but all those habits have been lost. Equally as horrendous, I have noticed recently that I've been the same with relationships. I don't know why but the new friendships I've formed as of late have been really one dimensional and sloppy to say at least. I know that I could befriend someone if I really tried but I just haven't been trying. I was never the most friendly person, but then again I've never treated people like shit the way I do now..........
This just pares down to the fact that a person is never who you expect him/her to be. You think you know someone...but maybe you don't. A personality is so multifaceted it is difficult to see all the sides of that person.
School is always stressful so I won't talk about it. I was supposed to go to a formal tonight but everyone ended up flopping so I didn't go. I don't know what instigated this urge to attend formal in the first place. Nothing about school is ever lasting anyways, it's so fleeting I might as well just never have talked to anyone three years ago. But that wouldn't have been a pleasant way to go through life?!?
Which reminds me...it's human nature (well mine anyways) to stop trying when you know something is going to fail. As horrendous as it sounds, I don't really care about the environment anymore. I used to be diligent with recycling but all those habits have been lost. Equally as horrendous, I have noticed recently that I've been the same with relationships. I don't know why but the new friendships I've formed as of late have been really one dimensional and sloppy to say at least. I know that I could befriend someone if I really tried but I just haven't been trying. I was never the most friendly person, but then again I've never treated people like shit the way I do now..........
This just pares down to the fact that a person is never who you expect him/her to be. You think you know someone...but maybe you don't. A personality is so multifaceted it is difficult to see all the sides of that person.