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So screw the last entry, Im not going to California for prom! I sware to God I am so miserable and it is all my fault...I had done it i had finally gotten over brennan... i don't know why the fuck i even asked him. Yah it was a good night but it wasnt worth this right now, i dont think anything is worth this. Im not gonna do it ever again, i wont put myself through this. April 20th will be the last time i ever speak to him again. He'll be a part of my past but i cant trust him enough to be a part of my future ever again and i can't trust myself either...