"If I Ever Feel Better" by Phoenix

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I've got an appointment with the Neurosurgeon next wednesday.

I gotta doctors appointment tomorrow.  I dun wanna go!

    I looked in the mirror today (a rare occurrence) and noticed that my pupils are two different sizes.  I thought this was suppose to go away, and I thought it had.  I am wondering if the pressure is draining correctly or if it will always be like that since the vision is still bad in that eye ( Read more... )

    My next doctor's appointment is on December 2nd at 1pm.  I am writing this down so I don't forget.

mom:  Do you have a nut grinder?
me:  A NUT grinder?
mom:  yes, something to grind nuts
Me:  No mom, why would I have a nut grinder?
mom:  It's handy to have.

Danny:  *leaves the room*

    In my exhausted and mildly depressed state I hung up on my father today while riding on the EL.  I feel as if sometimes I am single handedly crushing people's faith in God, at least when it comes to my parents ( Read more... )

       I'm up, I'm up and I'm going to work and then the stupid doctors appointment.  Stupid Neurosurgeon.  He must know that I'm talking about him, since my head is killing me ( Read more... )

    I missed my mother fucking appointment.  I am a god damned retard, and I am pissed as hell.  It was at nine NOT at four and now I have to suffer through another eight days of not knowing what the fuck is going on and doped out of my skull.  Speaking of which, that was first stop on this train after I got out of the building.  All aboard ( Read more... )

       I have an early morning doctors appointment and I am not looking forward to going in, why do they keep doing this to me?  If I was going to get some different news I might give a shit but I know it's the same old thing.

I forgot to pay my bills this month, at least not until it was too late and I got a call from the student loan people.  ( Read more... )

        "So this bringing down of man to the level of the beasts-against which the fathers of the church invade-becomes here the challenge of the beasts to the poignancy of things, to a melancholy whose color I can give you by copying a few lines from Samura Koichi: 'Who said that time heals all wounds? It would be better to say that time heals ( Read more... )

My apartment is a mess, there is a pile of dishes in the sink that aren't dirty but aren't washed. There are clothes on the floor that aren't dirty but aren't clean and the trash needs to be taken out. I however can't get out of bed because my head is killing me and I feel this overwhelming urge to throw up as soon as I move. Of course this is ( Read more... )