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Eeep! Im still sick, but i had to go to the docs today anyways. So Im there waiting and they forget about me! Arggh! I waited for an hour before one of the nurses called me back. So since my veins are really shitty, they decide to use my port to draw blood. But to get it working again they have to give me alot of saline flushes. And Im the type of girl that can taste that stuff. So I get nauseated just tasting that crap in my mouth. And then the nurses are getting frustrated with me because I am not happy. So in order to cheer me up i guess they give me this story about how they went to some convention on chemo and met surviors there. And the surviors were just soo happy to be alive and all this other stuff. So instead of cheering me up, they made me feel guilty for not being happy. Im sorry that Im not estatic to get this last one. Im not going to just lay down and say give it to me baby, yes I want it now! Nope, I will just get pissier this last time because I was done a long time ago. In order for me to go, they made me promise them that I will be in a cheerier mood when I come in for chemo. Errr... I think im just pissy because I am sick. I feel like shit, and there isnt much I can do about it.
Oh and here is another pissy moment of the day. Shaun and I were supposed to hang out, but odviously because I was sick we couldnt, and he had to write some speech so he couldnt either. So he called me explaining why he couldnt hang out, yea that was fine so I told him that I couldnt do anyhting either. BUT as I was explaining this to him on the phone I hear a knock, and him shouting out his window. Hey whassup, wait a sec, Ill be down in a minute. And he has to go... Okay, I dont think that was a family member that he was talking to. I think I just got dissed. he cant hang out with me, but if someone else calls him hes game. So hes on my shit list right now. I just need to get sarcastic with the photo kids they always cheer me up. But I cant right now, because Im sick! Grrrr..
Oh and here is another pissy moment of the day. Shaun and I were supposed to hang out, but odviously because I was sick we couldnt, and he had to write some speech so he couldnt either. So he called me explaining why he couldnt hang out, yea that was fine so I told him that I couldnt do anyhting either. BUT as I was explaining this to him on the phone I hear a knock, and him shouting out his window. Hey whassup, wait a sec, Ill be down in a minute. And he has to go... Okay, I dont think that was a family member that he was talking to. I think I just got dissed. he cant hang out with me, but if someone else calls him hes game. So hes on my shit list right now. I just need to get sarcastic with the photo kids they always cheer me up. But I cant right now, because Im sick! Grrrr..