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FUCK
I'm sick, last night I had a fever, and today as I was driving home I felt like I was going to pass out. So I tell the doc, but he seems like he doesnt care, so I mosy my way on home. But as soon as I get home I get an angry message from the nurses telling me that I was supposed to get blood cultures done because of the fever. Normally this wouldnt bother me, its just that the doc said nothing about this and I have to take time out of my schedual tomorrow to try and have the nurses fit me in tomorrow. I dont know if I can just go after I get this done or if I have to stick around for them to get the results back, wich takes about an hour. SO I dont know if I have time to print out stuff, or if my plans with Shaun are going to be cancled, because there is no way I am driving all the way back to his house from the docs. Sorry, if he wont come out to my house because its too far away, Im not going to his house because of the distance that I will have driven that day. But anyways, to my original point. If I am sick right now that means chemo gets delayed again *insert explatives here* But I did make my doc talk to me about what the offical plans are
4 weeks I see the doc, to find out how Im doing blah blah
6 weeks PET scan, CT scan, and bone marrow biopsy Ouchie!!
8 weeks see the doc again to get the results, and thats when I get my stem cells harvested if DSHS comes through, but it prolly wont
So thats my schedual so far. And I dont have to take that Rituxan stuff because it only works on this rare form of hodgkins, and my biopsy results said that I dont have that kind. So Im happy about that.
And today I signed up for the Relay for Life. I want to find people to go with me, so I wont feel so left out. Because most of the ladies Ive met that are participating are older than me, so I kinda feel left out. The one thing though, you know how I said I hate to cry infront of people? Well, I already know Im gonna cry my eyes out when Im there, because they are going to hold a candelight ceremony to remember those who passed away from cancer. And put little decorated bags or something like that around the track of the names of people that lost the battle. So this is going to be a test to see if I can face my fears, and surround myself with this. Its the first time I will be representing cancer surviors. But I think this will be a kind of healing process for me. So it would be nice to have people there for support. Any takers? ;)
I'm sick, last night I had a fever, and today as I was driving home I felt like I was going to pass out. So I tell the doc, but he seems like he doesnt care, so I mosy my way on home. But as soon as I get home I get an angry message from the nurses telling me that I was supposed to get blood cultures done because of the fever. Normally this wouldnt bother me, its just that the doc said nothing about this and I have to take time out of my schedual tomorrow to try and have the nurses fit me in tomorrow. I dont know if I can just go after I get this done or if I have to stick around for them to get the results back, wich takes about an hour. SO I dont know if I have time to print out stuff, or if my plans with Shaun are going to be cancled, because there is no way I am driving all the way back to his house from the docs. Sorry, if he wont come out to my house because its too far away, Im not going to his house because of the distance that I will have driven that day. But anyways, to my original point. If I am sick right now that means chemo gets delayed again *insert explatives here* But I did make my doc talk to me about what the offical plans are
4 weeks I see the doc, to find out how Im doing blah blah
6 weeks PET scan, CT scan, and bone marrow biopsy Ouchie!!
8 weeks see the doc again to get the results, and thats when I get my stem cells harvested if DSHS comes through, but it prolly wont
So thats my schedual so far. And I dont have to take that Rituxan stuff because it only works on this rare form of hodgkins, and my biopsy results said that I dont have that kind. So Im happy about that.
And today I signed up for the Relay for Life. I want to find people to go with me, so I wont feel so left out. Because most of the ladies Ive met that are participating are older than me, so I kinda feel left out. The one thing though, you know how I said I hate to cry infront of people? Well, I already know Im gonna cry my eyes out when Im there, because they are going to hold a candelight ceremony to remember those who passed away from cancer. And put little decorated bags or something like that around the track of the names of people that lost the battle. So this is going to be a test to see if I can face my fears, and surround myself with this. Its the first time I will be representing cancer surviors. But I think this will be a kind of healing process for me. So it would be nice to have people there for support. Any takers? ;)