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Boot, what the hell was up with the weather today? Jesus, one minute it was nice and sunny, then it was hailing, then pouring down rain, then sunny again, then hailing.. you get the idea.. Anyways it was really anoying. So I just decided to stay in and help my grandma shave Darwin. He has really thick and long hair for a lab, so we gave him a shave just because we were tired of him constantly shedding. But he looks sooo good now, I wish we would of done it sooner.
My grandpa is mad at me because I'm not going to his dads funeral. Umm I cant help it, its on Friday and umm Im going to be pukey that day from chemo. And I think it would be the worst thing to go to when you feel really sick. Besides I would just prolly freak out all the people there anyways because I seriously look like death when I am sick from this. Everyone is always amazed at the change my face goes through when I get chemo sicky. And then 5 days later I look normal again. But this will be the last chemo sicky!! Or at least it will be for a month.. My doc said that they will prolly start me on this different chemo that you have to get every week just to be safe, ritouxin I think??. The worst thing from this chemo is that you get really dizzy or something like that. So for my first treatment I will have to be in the hospital for it, just so they can monitor my heart and vitals. But maybe they wont do it, who knows? I'll know in a month after all my scans, and tests. I'll get this new test called a PET scan, I guess its just like a CT scan except this test searches for growing things inside of you?? I dunno its a new test, but its supposed to be better for my type of cancer because the tumors leave scar tissue behind. But enough of this cancer talk..
Damn, I was all prepared to print in the darkroom tomorrow, but NOO. I totally forgot mondays were already reserved for the doc, and library time. Ehh I'll do it on Tuesday, I've just got to remember my training shift. Then cuddly time whith shaun, yay. Then chemo time, boo! Yep so thats my schedual.
My grandpa is mad at me because I'm not going to his dads funeral. Umm I cant help it, its on Friday and umm Im going to be pukey that day from chemo. And I think it would be the worst thing to go to when you feel really sick. Besides I would just prolly freak out all the people there anyways because I seriously look like death when I am sick from this. Everyone is always amazed at the change my face goes through when I get chemo sicky. And then 5 days later I look normal again. But this will be the last chemo sicky!! Or at least it will be for a month.. My doc said that they will prolly start me on this different chemo that you have to get every week just to be safe, ritouxin I think??. The worst thing from this chemo is that you get really dizzy or something like that. So for my first treatment I will have to be in the hospital for it, just so they can monitor my heart and vitals. But maybe they wont do it, who knows? I'll know in a month after all my scans, and tests. I'll get this new test called a PET scan, I guess its just like a CT scan except this test searches for growing things inside of you?? I dunno its a new test, but its supposed to be better for my type of cancer because the tumors leave scar tissue behind. But enough of this cancer talk..
Damn, I was all prepared to print in the darkroom tomorrow, but NOO. I totally forgot mondays were already reserved for the doc, and library time. Ehh I'll do it on Tuesday, I've just got to remember my training shift. Then cuddly time whith shaun, yay. Then chemo time, boo! Yep so thats my schedual.