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My mood is slowly changing from being really pissed off, to acceptance?? I dont know, I just feel better and thats all that matters. The only complaint that I have right now is that my liver is killing me!! I have to take 2 vicoden for this puppy. Oooh! I applied to Evergreen today, well I filled out the application, but I have yet to send it in. And I am switching colleges yet again next quarter. So Im saying bye-bye to green river and hello again to Pierce. So since its my last quarter here at green river Im gonna do stuff that I would never do just out of fear of what might happen. I mean hey, what does it matter Im not going to see anyone from there again. And Im also excited because I will soon be taking deep water aquasize classes. Woohoo! now I know only old ladies take that class, but its fun, and last time I took it, I got really toned. Besides its virtually no-impact, and thats perfect for me since I am sooo out of shape right now. Then.. *starts to play indian music in the backround* I signed up for actuall bellydancing classes! I mean the tapes were okay, but there is only so much you can actually look at the ladies showing you the moves, I mean have you actually looked at them?? They are pretty nasty looking. Like the instructor is in her late 40's ( and hey I have nothing against her age its just the way she presents herself that grosses me out) Bleached blonde hair, but she bleached too much of it, so its all fried, And has a pound of NASTY makeup on, were talkin, green eyeshadow with bright red lipstick, not a good color combo. And her 2 dancers in the backround are all pasty white, Hey, Im pasty white too, but for the purposes of the camera with all the lights wich reflect the whiteness, you should really use some self tanner so you are not blinded when you look at them. And I went to the library to see if they had any good movies so I would have something to watch for chemo time, but they really didnt have much.. So instead I found this radass book on the retro chicks. Its givin me ideas!!