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[stormybrendan]

From here.Brendan entered the bar and went straight through to the restroom, pushing the door to the men's open with enough force to make the two men standing at the urinal turn their heads quickly to see who had barged in. He glanced at them, a grimace turning into an attempted apology before looking down at the floor. A small smear of red gave

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[patrick_koster]

When Patrick came home the first thing he did was pour himself a drink. And another one the minute he finished the first. The entire time he'd been walking he'd thought of things he should have done and now that he was home he found himself wondering why he hadn't done any of those things. What had stopped him from just killing Roy. After all, it wasn't like he couldn't have just pushed the man off - wasn't like there had been people holding him down. Not like he couldn't have taken on this one guy.

He leaned against the kitchen counter, closing his eyes as he finished his second glass even though he could already feel his stomach protesting. Leaving the bottle and glass on the counter he barely reached the bathroom in time to throw up yet again. Time to stop thinking perhaps and definitely time for a shower. As he turned on the water and got undressed, he refused to look at himself in the bathroom mirror, refused to think about what would have happened if he wouldn't have managed to make Roy stop when he did.

[stormybrendan]

The sound of the shower was what told Brendan where Patrick was when he entered the apartment. He discarded his jacket and headed for the bar, finding it open and one bottle missing. Frowning a little he went into the kitchen and saw the bottle there, and the glass. With a small sigh of relief he slumped against the bench for a moment, rubbing his hand across his face. After a few moments he grabbed another glass and poured himself a drink, taking a large mouthful.

[patrick_koster]

He scrubbed quickly at first, making sure there wasn't an inch of his body that wasn't clean before he finally slowed down. His rushing bringing back the earlier dizzy spell he'd experienced while in the elevator, and so when he washed his hair again he took his time

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[stormybrendan]

When he heard the water stop in the bathroom Brendan pushed himself off the counter and walked through the lounge room to the bedroom.

"Hey," he called out, dragging his socks off after kicking his shoes into the wardrobe.

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[patrick_koster]

Patrick swallowed a piece of toast with some difficulty before nodding, "I'm sure my arm is all right, think it's a combination of missing the therapy and today didn't help that much of course."

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[stormybrendan]

"Can't imagine it's something they'd be recommendin' you do on a regular basis," he replied. "The missing therapy or decking someone."

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[patrick_koster]

"Probably not," Patrick agreed. "Suppose I'll just have to endure another lecture then." Because he wasn't even considering the option of trying to explain why he'd missed the last two appointments.

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[stormybrendan]

"From the doc?" Brendan asked before putting the next forkful of food in his mouth.

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[patrick_koster]

He kept his eyes open, fixed on the other man's face as he tried his best to remain relaxed and in control of his breathing, absently wondering why he was feeling this nervous all of a sudden.

"Come here," he whispered, pulling Brendan closer and pressing their lips together, needing the contact to ground him, to remind him that Brendan was really here with him.

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[stormybrendan]

As he kissed Patrick he gently edged the man onto his back. Their mouths met and he kissed him without reservation, feeling the almost tangible hunger for reassurance. He moved till his body was pressing down on Patrick's, his hand reaching down between his legs as he hooked his own over Patrick's thigh.

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[patrick_koster]

A sound awfully close to a whimper escaped from his lips and he reached up and tangled his fingers in Brendan's hair, keeping the man as close as possible as he spread his legs a little wider and deepened their kiss.

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[stormybrendan]

The sound almost made Brendan pull back, but the grip in his hair and the message Patrick's body was sending was loud and clear. A few deft movements, his hand positioning him at the slicked opening and his own groans sounded as he entered with a slow steady push. Propped up on his elbows, his cheek pressed against Patrick's his breath escaped in a long moaned, 'Yessss!'. He stopped when buried in deep, lips moving across Patrick's neck and jaw, across chin and down the other side before returning to the man's mouth.

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[patrick_koster]

"Good," Patrick said, actually feeling relieved to hear what he'd already known confirmed by Brendan's words. He smiled, continuing to play with Brendan's earring as he experimentally flexed his muscles around Brendan's cock: the benefit of his own cock being only half hard being that there was no rush as far as he was concerned. He truly wanted this to last all night.

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[stormybrendan]

Holding his head still as Patrick's fingers toyed with the gold earring Brendan moved his hips again, smiling at the tightening grip Patrick made happen. "Feels good," he murmured softly as he finally lowered his head and brushed his lips across Patrick's cheek.

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[patrick_koster]

Patrick let out a sigh of contentment and nodded. "Aye," he murmured quietly as he moved his hand to the back of Brendan's head, cradling it as he tilted his own and pressed their lips together. His other hand slid down to the man's arse, resting it there as his body moved under Brendan's. "You'd be all right for a bit longer?" he asked, a small smile playing on his lips as he studied Brendan's face.

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[stormybrendan]

"Hell yeah," Brendan replied with a slow smirk. Every move translated into a shift inside Patrick, and his cock was enjoying that as much as it enjoyed the clenching of the man's ass around him. "Like I said, reckon I can last a good while longer."