It all comes together...

Jul 25, 2010 01:09

For the last few months I've slowly been feeling like I was a stranger trapped in my own body. Nothing I thought, felt or did felt normal. Like I wasn't me. I couldn't figure it out. But now that the month from hell has finally passed and everything has started to come together. The house is still a work in progress, but it's getting there. I'm closer to my friends and family. And I've never been more sure of how I'm feeling with him. I'm sure of my future, even though it kind of scares the crap out of me. Especially since i never actually see myself at the end of this road I'm on. But the good news is that I know I'm not alone in all of this. It's strange but wonderful all at once! Just a look or random text and my heart begins to flutter. Even after a year that feeling hasn't changed. =)
And I've gotten rid of a lot of crap in my life lately and everyday I get rid of more and I feel so much better. It's amazing the things and people we all keep in our lives that we don't need or are toxic to our lives. I've been doing it for a while now, and ever since i've started cleaning things up, I'm less stressed and a lot happier. I highly recommend it to everyone! =)
Off to dream of what's to come.
Previous post Next post
Up