Aug 09, 2007 00:04
so once in a while despite terrible pms-ing and crazy emotions, i find some peace within myself. and seeing a lot of people today really did it for me. i remember to slow down and in the words of my guy friends, "just go with the flow." just go with it, really. how can i live in the present if i keep on living for the future? how can anything get done with i'm constantly anxious? keep control, know my limits, know my friends ... know that i can not see them for 2 years and come back being stronger than ever. smile smile smile.
cartel came on my cd today. i remember that and "holiday from real" made me smile at my most unhappiness when i was at skidmore. sometimes you forget to really listen to the words.
and baby don't follow their lead cuz you never know just how the story ends or how the story goes. and you are so confused, and baby it's just like you to say anything else..
cuz sometimes things just are the way they are.
i am no longer exhausted.