im' trying to find truth in words and rhymes and notes and all the things i wish i wrote
i know everything i don't want to be. i don't want to be my bosses. i don't want to be a rude customer. i don't want to be married and end up not even standing to touch one another. i don't want to think i'm wise and above everyone else. i don't want to be a computer. i don't want to keep losing touch with friends. and i don't wannaaa be anything other than what i've been trying to be lately. all i have to do is think of me, and i have peace of mind. i'm tired of looking around rooms, wondering what I've got to do or who I'm supposed to be. i don't want to be anything.
i need to do some serious re-adjusting. i've become ridiculously close to my friends from home this summer. we've all gone through some serious life changes, life incidents, and so many things that make us appreciate what we have and what life is. i don't want to lose any of them, and it breaks my heart to think that i could at any moment. we are all so frail. i have no idea if i will lose myself when i return to school and no longer have the comfort of knowing they're okay. i need to get over some of my friends at school and focus on the ones that are good for me. my best friends are graduating ... some have already graduated.. how did this happen? we're only in our 20's and we act like old people.
so things that are good for me: a good night's sleep, a happy email, flight of the conchords marathons, paolo nutini shows, arbor mist, ethos water, recycling, dr kim, nate reuss, europe, california, going backstage to shows because their pr company thinks i own the boston phoenix or something, walking into tina's house while she's singing and waiting unbeknownst to her until she's done, my old comic books
things that are bad for me: having no days off, waking up at 6 (what are we, in high school?), working, playing computer games until 2 in the morning, having a bedtime, not writing anymore.
p.s. i just used a micro-mite. not quite a microwave.. i think it was made in the 60's. interesting.
i need to do some serious re-adjusting. i've become ridiculously close to my friends from home this summer. we've all gone through some serious life changes, life incidents, and so many things that make us appreciate what we have and what life is. i don't want to lose any of them, and it breaks my heart to think that i could at any moment. we are all so frail. i have no idea if i will lose myself when i return to school and no longer have the comfort of knowing they're okay. i need to get over some of my friends at school and focus on the ones that are good for me. my best friends are graduating ... some have already graduated.. how did this happen? we're only in our 20's and we act like old people.
so things that are good for me: a good night's sleep, a happy email, flight of the conchords marathons, paolo nutini shows, arbor mist, ethos water, recycling, dr kim, nate reuss, europe, california, going backstage to shows because their pr company thinks i own the boston phoenix or something, walking into tina's house while she's singing and waiting unbeknownst to her until she's done, my old comic books
things that are bad for me: having no days off, waking up at 6 (what are we, in high school?), working, playing computer games until 2 in the morning, having a bedtime, not writing anymore.
p.s. i just used a micro-mite. not quite a microwave.. i think it was made in the 60's. interesting.