And I'm bored cuz I feel much older
So this is my last week here. On Friday I'm going to meet a representative from 93.7 Mike FM (whatever the fuck that is), which is cool because it has something to do with music. Speaking of music, this music PR company thinks I'm a hotshot or something and keeps on sending me free stuff and expects me to go backstage to shows to interview the bands/write reviews. I mean, I scored a free Format CD, Steven Kellogg, stickers, pins, etc. And I just guitily asked them to send me the new Envy on the Coast cd so I could review it because I didn't want to spend money on it! Except I don't work for anything.. no newspaper, no magazine, no nothing.. I don't even own a fancy camera to pretend I take pictures. This is going to come bite me in the ass one day. Once I graduate they're going to tell all the music companies I want to work at that I'm a big fraud. I mean I started off as a humble college student wanting The Format to play on her TV show, right? How did it turn into this? Do I tell them the truth? Do I keep pretending?
I don't even know if I want to go into the music world anymore. Musicians are too much to handle.
Also, looks like I fucked myself over with this Paris study abroad thing. I mean, why would you have to take French classes in college in order to go abroad in Paris? (sarcasm) I'm going insane, I think.
I don't even know if I want to go into the music world anymore. Musicians are too much to handle.
Also, looks like I fucked myself over with this Paris study abroad thing. I mean, why would you have to take French classes in college in order to go abroad in Paris? (sarcasm) I'm going insane, I think.