[161] Post-Flood UGH // Voice.
[Rex sounds SUUUUPER agitated. It's not just because he's, well, pissed off about the flood, but also because he's going through V withdrawal now, so he's CRAAANKY. And ranting.]
I'm not him. I'm not him, and I'll never be him.
[He laughs breathlessly.]
Except I am, aren't I? He's the best of me, I'm sure you'll say, just like you said the last time. Uncorrupted by temptation, driven to help others, using his skills for good--
And then ground down into nothing but a pathetic addict. What I could have been, what I could have... if I'd let the Barge break me. Or Armand, Damon, [Spitting this name out like it's poison:] Dawsey, Crane, David, any of you miserable little maggots.
[Hissing:] I'll never be broken. I know who I am. I'm Dr. Rex Lewis, not Rex, Just Rex, your fake Barge brother-son-pal, not just the Doctor, not a robot, not a monster and not-- not HIM.
[With a growl, he cuts the transmission off.]
[Private to Perry]
I understand you better now. Not that I ever wanted to, and not that it changes anything. [Except that it kinda does, since he has all these lingering BRO feelings for you, and he wants them to DIEEEE.]
The less said about that, the better.
[OOC: SORRY FOR THE SPAM WITH MY DUDES. I just need to get these posts up before work starts anew :c]
I'm not him. I'm not him, and I'll never be him.
[He laughs breathlessly.]
Except I am, aren't I? He's the best of me, I'm sure you'll say, just like you said the last time. Uncorrupted by temptation, driven to help others, using his skills for good--
And then ground down into nothing but a pathetic addict. What I could have been, what I could have... if I'd let the Barge break me. Or Armand, Damon, [Spitting this name out like it's poison:] Dawsey, Crane, David, any of you miserable little maggots.
[Hissing:] I'll never be broken. I know who I am. I'm Dr. Rex Lewis, not Rex, Just Rex, your fake Barge brother-son-pal, not just the Doctor, not a robot, not a monster and not-- not HIM.
[With a growl, he cuts the transmission off.]
[Private to Perry]
I understand you better now. Not that I ever wanted to, and not that it changes anything. [Except that it kinda does, since he has all these lingering BRO feelings for you, and he wants them to DIEEEE.]
The less said about that, the better.
[OOC: SORRY FOR THE SPAM WITH MY DUDES. I just need to get these posts up before work starts anew :c]