living even farther away now and me not being around as much, you'd think he'd at least want to talk to me for more than 2 1/2 minutes on the phone each day!!! WTF!?! I don't get it.... ok, he doesn't like to talk on the phone much, but come on! We see each other only on weekends, and starting this weekend, only one day of the weekend. At least ( Read more... )

I start student teaching tomorrow. I'm really not excited about it at all. I'm nervous. I don't usually have a hard time getting along with anyone, but I don't think I'm going to get along with my teacher, my supervisor, or the guy I'm planning with. I'm really not looking forward to this journey at all. It makes me really sad that I'm not more ( Read more... )

I must say, they did a pretty good job with Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire! It's my favorite of the books, and I was afraid they would change the story too much like they did with the third one. I was surprised to see that they seemed to only change what was necessary to keep the movie a decent length without ruining the plot. I was pissed ( Read more... )

I'm totally stressed out today! We're halfway through the semester, and like I predicted, but didn't do anything about, everything is catching up with me. I have two projects due tomorrow, I just finished one, and have to work on the other soon. I have a 20 page report due in 5 weeks! I've only collected the research, I haven't gone through most of ( Read more... )

Greg and I have been together for almost a year. It's crazy! I'm so happy! We have good times and bad times, but the good times greatly out weigh the bad. Lately I've been wanting a baby really bad! A friend of mine is having one, my best friend's baby is almost a year old. And I know Greg wants a baby, too. But he wants to wait. And the more I ( Read more... )

going back to the gym today. it'll be good for me, I have a lot on my mind and I'm not taking care of it like I should be. So I hope this time will help me to relax and free my mind. Not to mention I noticed something that no girl ever wants to notice on her body (even though it happens to most of us) and I need to get back to where I was when I ( Read more... )

ok, so I havent' been writing in this thing everyday like I said I would. But whatever, its not like anyone reads it anyway! I just need to keep my mind going is all. I should do the same for my body! wholy shit did I get fat. But again, whatever, I'm trying to work on it.I'm just lazy as hell! It's really hot today, even though it's october. It's ( Read more... )

just another entry about how much I need to move out. I know, I do it way too often. I really need my own place. It sucks so bad that I can't afford to take care of myself. I have 1/4 tank of gas to last me a week! I don't know how the hell I'm gonna pull this one off. I have no warm cloths anymore either. I tried talking to Borders so I could work ( Read more... )

omg! Dan Coombs was online! I talked to him briefly, but he was working. I missed him so much! it's been like, over a year since we talked. He's got a girlfriend (of 10 months), a great job, a new blue wrx. He's really doing well. I'm so happy for him ( Read more... )

today wasn't all that interesting. did math stuff. yesterday wasn't either. did as stuff, but didn't get anywhere ( Read more... )