Sep 15, 2009 23:40
i told Linda the other day that this had been the worst summer of my life. i sit here now that it is almost over and wonder if that is true. its hard to say. i certainly have never had a more frustrating summer, what with my girlfriend not talking to me and eventually dumping me, while at the same time i fall for my best friend who does not have the same feelings for me, and most of the people i hang out with are attractive girls with boyfriends.
but to say that this summer has completely sucked and wasn't any fun would be a lie. i have done some enjoyable things this summer, like Disneyland twice, trip to San Jose to see Karin (which included Warped Tour and an A's game), a Dodger game, plenty of nights with Lauren and/or Jessica, and a road trip with Paul, Karin, and Linda to northern california. not to mention i have really enjoyed working full time at Bed Bath and Beyond. it has certainly been an eventful summer.
but it is ending with me more frustrated than ever, and somewhat depressed. and i don't see a quick fix for this. sometimes i just want to pack up everything and start over somewhere else, where no one knows me. but that is really a silly and selfish thing to do. i just have to have patience and something will eventually come around to make me happy again.