Disneyland is not the happiest place on earth. sorry.

[stikkfigure]

 i looked forward to the Dodger game today probably more than anything else this month, certainly more than disneyland, and the night before, everyone bailed on me. to say i am upset and disappointed would be an understatement.

the only positive thing from it is that i get to spend more time with sydney and whitney than i otherwise would have. hopefully they can make me feel better