look what i can do
yeah my titles usually dont have much to do with my entry.
its getting to a point where i can't even talk to people anymore. it was easier when i was in denial about it... damn it sarah. =) ive run out of things to say, i just want to stay. silence makes other people uncomfortable, i can tell, despite what they say. i feel like im back in junior high, never talking, always tired. same excuses. i dont want to be back home, i dont want to be... well i want to be in the country. i want to have another camping trip damn it. sarah, juliette?, wren... my lovely people who we can all be honest with, who don't judge how insane we are. who know us. SHOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT. granted we'll all be talking about how worried we are about one another... but thats alright. I do miss the lease... being out there, drunkenness and drunken arguements, playing guitar, the next morning. total seclusion.
so i here that tim and allison are planning on coming to school here. granted tim has always been a lot of talk, and i doubt he'd get his grades up. im curious to see how big of a grade a asshole he's become since us. even grady said it... which is weird seeing how many times he stood up for him. i cant wait to see her on the way to class... just another cassie i guess. yuck. oui i dont want either of them here.
so you're starting to drink again. sorry to tell you through this, but think about where it's headed. "nothing good ever came from drinking" dont turn into that again please. i cant handle it and it would end up in a lot of regrets. regrets that you should have learned from, but who knows. it doesnt matter, in the end, we usually do what we want anyway.
And ah, when you work it out I'm worse than you
Yeah, when you work it out I wanted to
And ah, when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine. (coldplay, God put a smile upon your face)
its getting to a point where i can't even talk to people anymore. it was easier when i was in denial about it... damn it sarah. =) ive run out of things to say, i just want to stay. silence makes other people uncomfortable, i can tell, despite what they say. i feel like im back in junior high, never talking, always tired. same excuses. i dont want to be back home, i dont want to be... well i want to be in the country. i want to have another camping trip damn it. sarah, juliette?, wren... my lovely people who we can all be honest with, who don't judge how insane we are. who know us. SHOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT. granted we'll all be talking about how worried we are about one another... but thats alright. I do miss the lease... being out there, drunkenness and drunken arguements, playing guitar, the next morning. total seclusion.
so i here that tim and allison are planning on coming to school here. granted tim has always been a lot of talk, and i doubt he'd get his grades up. im curious to see how big of a grade a asshole he's become since us. even grady said it... which is weird seeing how many times he stood up for him. i cant wait to see her on the way to class... just another cassie i guess. yuck. oui i dont want either of them here.
so you're starting to drink again. sorry to tell you through this, but think about where it's headed. "nothing good ever came from drinking" dont turn into that again please. i cant handle it and it would end up in a lot of regrets. regrets that you should have learned from, but who knows. it doesnt matter, in the end, we usually do what we want anyway.
And ah, when you work it out I'm worse than you
Yeah, when you work it out I wanted to
And ah, when you work out where to draw the line
Your guess is as good as mine. (coldplay, God put a smile upon your face)