o wow a blank computer screen
i cant write english right now. i cant think about school because i always turn my mind towards other things. i dont know how ive gotten as far as i have. "are these times contagious, ive never been this bored before, is this the prize ive waited for?" collective soul..
i need a roadtrip, to get off campus for awhile. i feel like im stuck in the bubble of school. but o where to go? little rock doesnt hold much for me, there's the friends but it'd bring me other issues. ive lost my reach towards sanity here because of dramatic issues. i guess it's my fault. i want to just drive. sit out in the country and drink some beers and smoke some cigarrettes and chill. not with a lot of people i feel like i have to impress, just one or two. or maybe just me. i can't tell what i want. when im alone i want to be around people when im around people i want to be alone. i open my journal and my mind goes blank. i want to be full of ideas again, i want to learn something new, have a revelation about something. i want to go sit outside but i always run into people and lose my trance.
going for a stroll with good people. thanks for the saving.
i need a roadtrip, to get off campus for awhile. i feel like im stuck in the bubble of school. but o where to go? little rock doesnt hold much for me, there's the friends but it'd bring me other issues. ive lost my reach towards sanity here because of dramatic issues. i guess it's my fault. i want to just drive. sit out in the country and drink some beers and smoke some cigarrettes and chill. not with a lot of people i feel like i have to impress, just one or two. or maybe just me. i can't tell what i want. when im alone i want to be around people when im around people i want to be alone. i open my journal and my mind goes blank. i want to be full of ideas again, i want to learn something new, have a revelation about something. i want to go sit outside but i always run into people and lose my trance.
going for a stroll with good people. thanks for the saving.