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Apr 06, 2007 23:14

Geez....tonight is the first night I will be sleeping in our bed without my husband in our entire 2 1/2 years of marriage. We spent 2 other nights apart but one was for Brian and Jen's wedding and I was with the girls all night, and the other was when Steve went fishing with my Dad and brothers so I spent the night with my Mom so I wouldn't be lonely. Well tonight I forgot to plan anything- so I am staying up late because I am lonely to go sleep in that bed without Steve haha.

It amazing how marriage changes you. You really become the other half of a person and they the other half of you. I just feel odd if I spend more than several hours away from Steve. I get stressed when I have to spend lots of time away from him. And I know it's only 24 hours but it seems like an eternity. Funny to think I spent nearly 24 years without him and now it's hard to go 24 hours.

In other news, I am going back to Dr Delaire's. He is able to offer me what I am making at my new job (where I have lasted all of 3 weeks haha). Loving your job and not being stressed in it is a rare and beautiful thing I am thankful for.
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