I can't hide the way I feel about u anymore...
Sooo.... I guess I am goin bowlin... with Josh and his fam. I already told him last night that I am not ready for a relationship. I don't care to be friends. But I already care alot about two people. I don't think I should go against my heart.
I took Lydia to the mall today... got her a stitch doll, let her ride the mgr. We then decided to take her down to rte 60 to play at the play place.
I am home now just waiting for Josh. His fam is cool.
I don't know what to do about Pol. I know I know i know.... just get over him. I wish it was that easy. Why do I still care sooo much about him? I wish I didnt.
I took Lydia to the mall today... got her a stitch doll, let her ride the mgr. We then decided to take her down to rte 60 to play at the play place.
I am home now just waiting for Josh. His fam is cool.
I don't know what to do about Pol. I know I know i know.... just get over him. I wish it was that easy. Why do I still care sooo much about him? I wish I didnt.