I am on the xanga now. Fuck this and these people.
any_other_night @ xanga.com

Well, yea I am gonna start doin my journals on xanga. I already did a long time ago, but now I have a new name on there... I like it better. I can't help it...

I listened to myself say something today repeatedly, then thought, "What the hell was I thinking"? Because apparently I was wrong for assuming Pol cared or could care or ever would care about me. I was wrong for assuming that I was finally gonna be happy. My mom said, " The happiest I ever saw u was when u were with Pol". I said ," Yea, I had my ( Read more... )

Went drinkin with Josh and John and Kira last night. That John guy got drunk before he picked up me and Josh, then when we got over to his girlfriends house, he was such an ass. He said something to Josh about me bein a smart ass then Josh just started to laugh. Well, a few seconds later ol dude hits me in the face... Josh told him that that was ( Read more... )

Tara, first off, I am glad u r home. I called ur phone and left two messages. I don't want u to think I don't care ( Read more... )

Pol, apparently for some reason is ignoring me. What the hell did I do? I want to know... why do I always have to be the one in the wrong? I just can't understand ( Read more... )

Life is painful, gaming, and redundant. Selfish little life... pointless ( Read more... )

Why do people seem so un humanistic? Why does everyone want to hurt everyone ( Read more... )

I really really really miss Pol. Tara said I need to accept the fact that me and him will never get back together. Thanks for the support ( Read more... )

Do u ever feel like life is just one big bowl of hell? Because that seems to be my understanding. U get ur heart broke, u can't ever do anything right, u don't make anyone happy, ur friends say shit about money because they have it handed to them, so they expect it asap from u, ur parents don't give two shits about u, u move way too much to get to ( Read more... )